i feel most satisfied & contented when i found myself in .............. 
My higher level of Self-acceptance ......................My higer level of Self-awareness.... 
When the thoughts of gratitudes come automatically to my mind with full of joy & abundance ...........

I do two things
one is MINUS and
another is PLUS......................
As Law of Attraction says -Thoughts Manifest Reality.......

1.for protection of  my mind I MINUS my worries, doubts, fear, anxiety, judgment, procastination, competition, blames, complaints, fault finding thoghts ..........
all thoughts which are related to absence of realties......

2.To PLUS more realtites in my life I think about Realities, about Truths.......
 for that i am putting my concoius Endeavor to PLUS the level of my advancing mind full of greatfullness, faith, joy, love, self acceptance ,high level of self awareness, living in present moment of NOW............

Now old source of my thoghts (my old belief system, past experiences, fear , worries ) start to dimnish...........
And I am recieving beautifull, creative & fresh thoghts from Universal Mind......and the good thing about these thoughts They are always associated with  Realities & Universal Truths

everything is happening in the Present moment of Now:

a relaxed sleep..............

What are you looking for? What's out there hiding? Where are you finding your clues?

Truths................Realities...........it's all illusions (with respect to our HIgherself)........
My world...........My Perceptions.....It's all delusions (with respect to my Self)..........

So i am finding both my delusions & illusions of the universe............
& aligning my perceptions (belief system) to these illusions...............

i go into the Silence.....................

Today is Milk White............color that give real contrast & brightness to other colors of life And represnts today for me Greatness, purity , glory, truthfullness, beauty & clearness & acceptance............ 
 

Yes I see my reflection in others, because it helps me to find my expectations, desire , fear, aspirations, lack of something, my judgments, comparisons...... 
& I think it is true for most of us........because we look always what we want in oueselves or what we see, lack in ourselves......

I do not think in terms of comfort............I think in terms of Freedom............
If I think so........ comfort can make me limited, makes me fearful, kills me, steal my happiness & growth...............................
i want to free my self , i want to be happy.........i want to grow...........I am working to expand my comfort zone by expanding my level of acceptance, courage, my selfawarness................because my happiness & growth directly related to my comfort zone........

I

I am Growing, Attracting & Becoming a more excelled Driver of my Creative Thought Energy(My Mind)..........................

.............I deny or reject................that......... I am just a human being.........................

i am sensitive about truths & reality.............And  i love eternal wisdom..........

I like to go deeper more deeper & more connected with the infinite Source of inspiration & creativity...........

I surrender unto the will of God.....I surreder unto what i can not change........ I try to give a joyful welcome by accepting to what i can not change....by changing myself..........surrender is not dirty word for me becuase it require great courage for acceptance....i say to myself it may not be in harmony with the will of God & God has something better for me......... i pray to God to give me wisdom to distinguish between what can and can not be changed. & whenever something can be changed , i try to make it better. And whenever something can not be changed i use it to make better myself.....

Secret will not be a secret if I tell it to you.............. It will not exists & it is better than to make it OPEN secret..........
Ok let i  try........ 
There were many hide secrets in  & about my past experiences, memory  & still may be more.......i am very grateful to the Q&R on Gaia Community....it is really helping me to find more.....to bring them on surface from the bottom of a big ocean of myself.....I always look for my first few thoughts after reading the question in my first sight & i write them in my personal journal & do not write them in my blog.   I always try to blog in my ideal spirit of Great Love, motivated, fully affirmed, like an inspiration for others, Like a visionary.......

"I DO NOT WRITE MY FIRST FEW THOGHTS IN MY BLOG ENTRY"

And that is the secret i was hiding from  myself & you......  

To live into every unique present moment of Now......... 

I ask myself.......
How can I Be More Creative & Loving
Here (in this place) &
Now (in this presenst moment).............

 I wake up around 6 o'clock in the morning, & immediate 15 minutes in the morning  i cherished the most.....Because this time i found a rested mind full of silence &  i can listen every thought in my mind, i can take it where i want to take.......


I say thanks to God given me another day to live more...& i start to find more reason to be grateful for today......


 I found My higher level of self acceptance & awareness..........
 A day with  fresh air, full of energy, a healthy body after full night rest.....encourage me to do more Today.........
 
  i get inspiration form the birds who are chirping outside my window.... .......Like saying Live... FULL of every moment of Life without any fear......

My last trip was for 2 days.  i was with some of my friends on the bank of holy river Ganga......  we were collected there  for river rafting. first day we enjoyed our lunch & spent our evening with some games & fun on the soft & silky sand.The night was  wild and crazy becuase there were no electricty, we slept in camps.....  & the sound of strong stream i found there,  very calming for my mind.....next day was for raft & it was full of fun, fear and adventurous with its long run of about 24 km & we took around 4 hours to complete..........

A Big Dhol.........

what i have practically found Peace is always there. my higher-self is always with peace & is in stillness.  Attention directs energy, i direct my attention. & i am , i keep asking, who am I ?   I am , my high level of self ..........I raise my level of awareness.
it is our mind which creates different conditions & experiences. Daily I put most of my efforts to look after thoughts running in my mind because they always create a sense of self, a illusioned self which like to feel comparing, fearing, wanting, doubting,  judging,  incomplete......& always not at peace.......
By becoming more aware, by practicing thoughts of gratitude , by focusing my attention onto my mission, i  remove this sense of illusioned self.......
& the peace with my surroundings & to those close to me Starts from me , I am the source.......

in my life whenever  I face problems, I remove MYSELF & ask again It is a problem or something else? 
ok problem is :.........
How can I  increase more interdependancy in my Team Creative?